I can't remember the last time i fell asleep to the rain. I'm falling asleep to it now but i'm forcing myself to get these words out; to get these lists out of my head. Places i want to go, things i want to see. I know there is more out there. It's crazy to think that the people i see during the day have a thousand thoughts and a thousand other people they have walked past in their life time. Most of which i will never know. The earth is just too big it makes me sad. I'm not one to enjoy too much company for too long but i wonder what people think about. What do they know that i don't?
What have they seen that i haven't? I'll never know. I should just wrap myself around my own thoughts but it would be easy if my thoughts weren't wrapped around a countless number of other thoughts. Thinking about thinking; metacognition. That's what i do best. So now what?I just listen to the rain drops wash away every last bit of Monday night. I let my mind have at it. That field of sunflower beds i'm still waiting on to bloom. Maybe tomorrow will be their sun rise. Maybe tomorrow will be mine. After the rain has died out and my thoughts have drowned the streets with them.
Maybe then.
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